Everywhere

Last night at the dance/karaoke club, these girls sang "Oops I Did it Again"...I kept wondering, is that what it is? "Oops I did it again, I made you believe, we're more than just friends...oops you think I'm in love, I'm sent from above, I'm not that innocent." Has he just been playing the field, but just with me having fun? Sometimes I hate my thoughts.

Amid my morning, I just randomly thought of a song: Michelle Branch's Everywhere. For me at least, it's true...he's there every time I close my eyes. It's hard to do anything without thinking of him. Even when I fall asleep from exhaustion, he's there.

I keep asking myself how am I going to survive this month? I don't even know what is going to happen at the end of this break. Because I don't know what he's thinking or feeling and we aren't exactly talking...well dang it! Now I am really having to tell myself that this break was meant to be and though I may not know why right now and possibly not for a while, I'll figure it out eventually and whatever is meant to happen will happen. After all, things in our relationship just happened. We'll see.

By the way...side note...what the heck were the makers of Madagascar 2 thinking putting all that adult humor in it!? My goodness! SOOOOO not a kid movie! Just saying. Have a great day!